Afraid

I fear one day I will look at you and feel nothing,

I am scared to forget how much I love you when you need me to know it the most,

I have loved you even on the days I am at a loss for loving myself,

I am afraid one day you will not be enough,

That the time we spent together will be irrelevant,

I have prayed on it,

I have cried about it,

I have looked up at the sky for endless fragments of time,

But I am afraid one day,

I will not care enough to consider what will be of you without me loving you…